No Clever Title
Just about the time I think I’ve rounded the bend, I haven’t. I don’t share much about the ugly sides of my life, but I have been in a majorly depressive state for what seems like forever. I don’t do things I used to do. I am unmotivated. I try but it’s just not there. I have lost interest in most everything as well. Nothing is really fun or enjoyable. It’s depressing just typing this. Most people don’t know this about me because when I’m in social situations, I am naturally friendly and outgoing and thrive off of people but once I’m home and tired, because this makes EVERYTHING extra tiring, I am done. Plus, attempting to manage sickness to any degree with this is basically fighting just to fight. I will say work has managed to keep my head above water. I’m really concerned about where I’d be without it. I am under care, take medication, and see a therapist, so I am taking steps to navigate to a better place. I am not in any way, shape, or form suicidal. I do see some friends here